2020 and 2021 picture randomness
You know when you find old pictures of yourself from a certain time, even if it was not that long ago and you wonder where did time ago? You can kind of see how you changed to in this strange way from the inside and how it shines on the outside? It is only something you can see because you know yourself in a way no one else does? These are both photos from 2020 and 2021 and it all feels so far away already? Like it is already starting to fade... What was was, ever??? Who is this person and what is this style to me now?
No but whatever... I like the pics tho... Haha. I miss my shorter hair but I really really do not want to cut it... ugh, hehe... Let me just grow it out long for a bit... Anway, there is something about seeing a picture of yourself that goes beyond how you peceive the way you look because you can remember and reminisce, reflect over the way you felt and what state of mind you were in. It is like a simple, boring picture of you can actually help you remember your phases and brain patterns or whatever?
I am sure I am not the only one... You can like see how real your smiles are and how fake they are cause you know yourself. Something like that. Yup. I have been wanting to delete these pictures from my laptop forever now. Maybe that is why I am putting them on this blog for no reason.
For someone who has not left the house much I have been tired. A lot. I am often tired. I wish I had more energy in life, naturally!! I really don’t, my world moves in such a slow pace sometimes and it has nothing to with motivation or unhappiness.. I just feel so slow sometimes...
I would never take a picture like this today, so weird but I still kind of like it...
